"So just us four?" he questions. I plainly said "No, I feel too odd with this bovine state I'm in.".While alone with Ken later I told him I needed hi... to fuck me badly. Sharing the same bed has been wonderful but all I've been getting is semen baths resulting from my hands and lips. Even when I tell him that I am so wet and needy he has been reminding me that it is not safe for the baby. Well, last night he broke and we put the biggest stain in our hosts mattress I've ever seen. It started. ..5 MONTHS LATERSimon had just left prison after his 5 week sentence, a patheticpunishment from local magistrates for his cowardly attack. He had beenordered to seek help with anger management and had lost his job and hisfriends who worked with him when his name was published in thenewspapers. A conversation with his parole officer had led him to theoffice of Dr Adam White in the town centre. He was listed as abehavioural specialist and seemed ideal to help him lose his anger.After speaking to. .. lots of drugs. What if they think I narced on them?" After her last question, her expression showed mostly fear."Jolie, you're not feeling bad because you weren't with them when the got busted, are you?" She gave him that same barely-aware look and shook her head.Cal tried to lead her toward the food line, but she protested that she was not hungry, and he believed her. It was nice outside, so he led her out onto the grounds where they just walked around silently for the rest of the lunch. " Why not?" With tears threatening to break out again."Julia has a right to know the truth about what happened. We don't want to start your relationship with her based on a lie, do we? And what would happen if she asked you to do something really important, and you stopped halfway through it so you could masturbate?" I'd never do that if I had to do something important." Darling, you knew this test was important, but you couldn't help yourself. No, my first idea is no good. I'll have to think.