God, I hope I do not make a fool of myself; I really like him. I have got to do it sometime. I do not know how I lasted this long... a virgin at eight...en.”I thought to myself… and not before time.“If you had not been here, I do not think I could go through with it. I feel better you are here with me. Now I know he is going to use a condom makes me feel better,” Sue confided in me.“I think he knows what he is doing, just go along with him. I am sure he will be gentle with you,” I reassured. Thodi der mein Dev gadi lekar aa gaya. Aur fir usne utar ke Ahmad aur mere liye gadi ka peeche ka darwaza khol diya. Main aur Ahmad gadi ke peeche ki seat pe baith gaye. Ahmad ka thoda sa khada hona shuru ho gaya tha. Aur kyunki mere pati ko iss samay gadi chalaani thi.Isliye maine uske choose hue lund pe apna muh rakh ke usse choosna shuru kar diya. Ahmad ko meri ye ada humesha se hi pasand thi. Aur woh pura anand lekar seat pe baitha tha. Aur gadi ki khidki khol kar cigarette peene laga. Aur. I am not alone up here in heaven. Elliot, the man who was killed in the same accident as mine, is keeping me company (yes Angels do fuck) and helping me to take Max for walks. I’ve also made a new friend in Maryanne Kendall, whose daughter you’ll meet soon. I’ll be looking in on you from time to time. I promise to stay out of your bedrooms, ha, ha. I will always love you, Dan.”“Your Darling Laura,”“P.S. As curious as you will all be about the pink envelope, it cannot, I repeat, CANNOT, be. I swallow load # 3 and it was another huge load. He goes to the kitchen and comes back with a glass and tells me to strip and takes me into the bathroom. He tells me to get into the tub and get down on my knees. Now I am starting to get a little scared. When I try and say I don't want to, he pulls me by the hair and forces me into the tub and on my knees. When he starts peeing in the glass, I start to stand up and tell him I don’t want to do that. He grabs me by the hair and pulls it so hard.