No. I can't. What if- I shake my head.I have to.I take a deep breath, pausing at the foot of the stairs. Once I do this... there's no coming back. Onc... it's done, it's done. It is what it is.I swallow hard. Hardly words of encouragement. But be brave, just be brave for once. I go up the stairs slowly, gripping tight to the railing, faltering outside her door, my hand raised. I grit my teeth and rap my hand lightly against the wood, the sound staccato in the silence. And it seems like the door. "He snorted and then grinned and nodded. I checked his fingers to make sure the bindings were not cutting off the blood. I put the blindfold back on and undid the bindings on his fingers, "wiggle them. I have a pair of gloves I will put on later."An hour and I worked my leather gloves onto his hands and tied the fingers together. I sat beside him and ate and removed his gag and gave him half my ration and some water. The men watched and shook their heads but the sergeant nodded and gave a. For the next few minutes they embraced together kissing and stroking each other while they recovered and then Nadia reached over and handed Angel her glass and they drunk with Angel saying ' To this afternoon', Angel smiled and said 'It's my turn but l've never done it before' she put her glass down and slowly kissed her way down Nadia's body, she eased Nadia's thong off and was surprised to find that she was shaven down there, Nadia smiled saying ' More sensitive' my dear Angel started licking. That was when she told me that the sounds coming from our room last nite had her so worked up she did something she hasn't done in years she got herself off then licked her fingers clean more then once and also she was not sure but, she thought that Lea was heated up too cause she was moving and making little noises. I said that I was sorry and I would talk to the girls she yelled NO PLEASE DON'T bewindered I said OK but why? She lowered her head a second then just says PLEASE I just want t---.