We chatted for some time and things got personal this time. She told me about her sexual life. She told that her husband is interested only in interco...rse and she never experienced the oral sex before. It started raining and we ran downstairs. She slipped her step and fell on me. Suddenly a thunder roared and hugged me tightly. I hugged her tightly and thanked the thunder. She took a minute to come to normal state and we went to our respective rooms.I was continuously thinking about how to make. We laugh about that and then he walks off.As the party gets busier, my social anxiety kicks in and I start to feel very out of place. All the other singles are chatting away in groups, so I don’t feel as if I can join in. Lou comes to check on me whenever she can, but I don’t want to ruin her big night for her, so I tell her that I am fine.By ten o’clock, the party is in full swing and the drink is flowing. It’s getting warm in this packed room, so I decide to get some fresh air. I make my way. Maa turant mujhe dekhi aur boli: Aa woh…Fir woh aunty ko nazar se kuch ishara ki aur boli: Haan woh waisa hi, par tumne pehna nahi na.Fir maa mujhe dekh boli: Ise kall raat sone ke liye nighty dikhayi thi usi ki baat kar rahi hai.Maa ne aankho se aunty ko aisa ishara kyu kiya? Kuch to tha jo maa aur aunty ke beech thi jo woh mujhe nahi batana chahti thi. Par kal raat to maa mere saath thi.Kavita aunty: Haan haan, par naah woh utni choti sab main nahi pehanne wali.Maa: Hahaha, main to pehan leti. Steinbeck. Salinger. No, Salinger comes before. Tartt. Hemingway. Some obscure books on Taoism. At first I dreamed about pages. The letters blurred, forming a braille. Braille swirls. Then the designs flew off the pages. When they hit the air, they became suspended, lightly floated in front of my face. I pushed them back with my hand. They caught, and I pushed harder. ‘Blow,’ I heard Ruth whisper and I blew the patterns away, revealing her. She was sitting with her legs spread wide, and in her.