" Hereyes, however, remained locked onto mine."She said she didn't," I explained. "I asked her why she'd given it toCindy, she said she hadn't. She cl...imed you must have been the one. That youstole it from her house and gave it to Cindy with that note." But I didn't," Tracy declared. "Hell, if I was going to steal it, I wouldhave given it to someone I trusted. Someone like ..." Her face grew a brightpink shade. "Well, someone other than another freaking Raiderette!"I shook my head. "Okay, this. " So. What's it like? Is it tasteful?" Tess asked, once again ignoring my sarcasm."If you're asking, 'Is this a magazine I ought to want to pose for, ' the answer is -- definitively -- 'no way!'" They don't just do -- you know -- teaser shots?... Bikinis, maybe? Or carefully draped pin-ups that don't really show all that much?" Forget it, Tess. I'll go out and buy you an issue, so you can see for yourself. Listen, when they say they want you to do a photo spread, they're using the word 'spread'. The feeling of ‘wait’ has changed, is more charged. I quickly look away, turning back to the cooler. I feel sudden warmth as you move behind me, the strength of your arms surrounds me. ‘Daddy?’ I want to talk, to understand why I feel like this, why I need this. The words don’t come. Instead my breath comes quick and light, your hands are on my breasts and I can’t help but react – still — here? Now? ‘Not here, someone will see!’ There’s no one around, but any minute there could be. You ignore. He suddenly looked very alarmed and pushed me away. I fell over backwards and into the sand. He was getting up now. “Wait! Hold up man!” I yelled as he moved away towards the water. He must have been desperately trying to search for the ship or something. I stayed in the shade and looked as he was looking in all directions. He sank to his knees and hid his face in his hands. I slowly made my way towards him. The sun was warm on my skin. Unlike my friend here, I was rather fair skinned and.