Beside his head, theancient floorboards sighed and popped as someonestepped close to lean down and run a hand through hishair. In her beautiful accent...d whisper, Marie spoke tohim, ‘All here now, pet. I want us to play a game withyou. Each will have a turn, each will touch you threetimes, trying to make you mess yourself. You will try tocontain yourself, exhibit your control. You must proveyour mettle. Show some spine.’ Kurt nodded, excitementtwisting with dread, the best of feelings, and. Hewas shocked at how trashy he looked. When he came out of the bathroom Sharee was there with a pill forhis pain and a glass of lemonade for him. He took the pill andwhen he drank the lemonade he thought he had tasted better. Sharee told him he should get his mind off the pain by doingsomething. She told him he should put his make-up on. She pinchedhis breast and pain shot through him. His shoulders would haveslumped if the bra wasn't holding them back. He felt he had to havehis breasts. The emotionless fucker in the mirror, his hair was white.None of that mattered. There was only one thing I cared about anymore; getting rid of the feelings that kept going endlessly round and round inside me.I made my visits to the Army recruiter, took the tests, chose my career field and signed the papers. Got my plane ticket and swore the oath. One week. I had one week. I found Harve at a frat party, drunk off his ass. I made sure that my hair was covered up and couldn't be seen before I. It wasnt real long, but it was thick, with 1 or 2 bigveins on it. He was uncut, which facinated me. "Come on, we're going tobed." I didnt question the time of the day, I just crawled in, and he gotin behind me. He moved up behind me, pressing his body against my back. Myass was stinging and still wet from his spit. I could feel somthingpressing up against my butthole, and thought I cant beleive hes going toput his dick there, its too big. He seemed to sense my hesitation. "shhh,take it easy,.