I’d begun buying white and extenders in quart cans, almost like the house paint we’d used on the wall. The extenders gave the oil a translucency t...at enhanced the depths of the built-up colors. I was glad I had them. This vision burst on me as we made love. It was irrepressible and when I got to the studio, I’d grabbed a huge canvas to sling onto the easel. Forty inches wide and thirty tall, it was easily the largest canvas I’d ever used to paint in this style. Squeezing Prussian blue directly. Then she took one of eth other remotes and pressed the on button and the DVD player came on. It took a few more seconds for her to get the right channel for the DVD to play on the TV but then on the screen popped up a video. I was shocked it was of this guy stroking his hard cock, I turned and looked at Wanda. "Oh I am so sorry I forgot that was in the DVD player" She was fumbling around with the remote and I told her "It is ok at least we know the DVD player works and that you are not dead" We. I suck those lips into my mouth and roll my tongue all around. Pulling on your lips as I pull back a little, your lips slipping from mine. I spread those lips apart and start to suck on your clit, as it starts to swell in my mouth, I bite down just a little and pull on it. As I let it go, My tongue starts to flutter over your clit, your hips start to move slightly from side to side as you want my tongue inside you. My tongue tickling as it licks at the walls of this beautiful pussy. You reach. On some level I knew it wasn’t real, but in some ways it was the only real thing left in my life. After Hera was done with her dance and she disappeared the two versions of myself came back together in a way that somehow comforted the former while leaving the latter intact. The sea water would be receding by this time and I would feel strong once more, almost hopeful. And that was the most telling detail of my insanity. Hope was an impossibility, yet I felt it just the same. ******** The.