Mama asked me, “What in the world are you thinking about?” I had been daydreaming about Randy and myself in school and I snapped out of it when sh... spoke. I asked her why she asked me that and she said, “You were smiling great big and staring into space.” That’s when I first realized something was going on in my heart with this class clown. On the first day of Christmas vacation, December 21st, 1992, I was still in my pajamas when my mom came home for lunch at 12:30. I had fixed her lunch and. It’s just called the West Road because it leads west from Tyrsall. At Dalewood, it splits into the Trade Road and the Old Road.”“I thought we were already on the Trade Road,” Katrin said.“We’re on a trade road. The Trade Road is the main road between Tyrsall and Larso.”“I will go to the big road with you,” Shavala said, then pointed to a cloth-wrapped bundle resting on top of her pack. “I brought mushrooms if anyone’s hungry.”Katrin rolled her eyes but Corec grinned. If she could find mushrooms. I tried asking him why he wants this. All he said is that it's always been a fantasy of his. I'm not sure what kind of fantasy that is, but who am I to judge? He had me find someone. It was me who was going to have to fuck him, after all, right? We went to bar, thinking we'd just scope the place out. It was then, I saw Greg. He is good looking, tall, in shape, full head of hair and not totally drunk. “I think he'd do, don't you? He's kinda hot,” I whisper over to my boyfriend. “Blondie, if that. I washaving a few drinks with a couple I liked to swap with.In my mind I heard them say, “So are you still in?”I said, “Why of course, I wouldn’t miss thisopportunity for the world.”What opportunity was I talking about? This too seemedlike a distant memory. Suddenly, without further delay,everything came together: what I was doing tied up andblindfolded with this sick bastard fucking me, and whatI was talking about when I said, “Of course, I.