My fingers tapped on the screen, trying to compose a message. Each time I deleted it and started over while my mind worked to find the right thing to ...ay. Several minutes must have passed, and I still hadn’t composed any sort of message. With a sigh and my growing frustration, I closed the thread and opened the call menu. Without thinking, I tapped call, and after a moment I heard the phone ringing. With each ring, I felt my heart speed up, and I sort of hoped that he wouldn’t answer.“Man!. So, one afternoon I went and registered in my own name, paying cash, for a one-night stay.Checking the room, it seemed acceptable for our little tryst. I wedged the door open and left the key inside for my new friend and called her cell phone. “Everything's ready, dear. Come on in when you'd like. Here's the room number, just let me know when you've arrived. Have a good evening, wish we could go out to dinner.”The plan was for me to get to the room as quickly as possible in the morning,. Haan to shuru karti hoon jaisa ki aap sab jante hain ki mene pehli baar apne phufa ji aur bua ji ko chudai karte hue dekha tha koi bhi ladki ya ladka jisne aisa kuch dekha ho uske mann mei aisa to hoga hi ki kash ek baar mein bhi try karoon kisi ke sath jab dekhne me itna maza aata hai to karne mei kitna maza aata hoga so ab mere mann me ekHi baat rehti ki kash mujhe bhi koi chod deta phufa ji to gaon chale jate the bua ji aur mein ek room me soote the to koi sawal hi nahi tha ki kisi ke saath. Can you make sure she gets home?’ ‘Yes,’ I replied. ‘Bed rest? Does that mean she should stay in bed all the time?’ ‘Yes. If you ask the doctor he’ll arrange for the wheelchair and a disposable bedpan. She’ll need one. Will that be a problem?’ ‘No.’ What was I saying? I was committing myself to care for Diana. Would she object? The only way to find out was to ask her. I thanked the receptionist and went to find Diana. She looked very drawn and tired. Her eyes opened as I stopped by her trolley..