He is no longer smiling. Instead he put a finger across his lips signaling me to stay quite.He didn’t have to. I have already lost my voice looking ...t this scary monster. He dragged me inside. His rough hands begin to undress me. I has no power to resist him. I just stay still. I also noticed his massive member. I have seen a few. I am not a virgin. My high school boyfriend was the captain of the soccer team. His nick name was “monster. He had quite a big member. He was so proud about it. But. .. take guys to my apartment ... on the first date. And that’s where XuXu is. My pussy. My pussy cat XuXu is at my apartment.”“Of course! Of course!” he said. “Plenty of time for that some other time! I want you to feel comfortable, Rachel. The whole point of a date is to enjoy yourself and be comfortable getting to know another person. Can I help you feel more comfortable, Rachel?”“Can you?” she asked. Or was it a plea? The room seemed unreal somehow. Or maybe it was just her.“Well, if not me,. You have to move on, you see? Have a plan, and move on. If I hadn't done that I would've gone mad. Such things teach you discipline, I guess," he shrugged."Mishki?" Don't call me that, Svetlana. I, I can't bear it." You love her, still, Mischa," Svetlana stated as a matter of fact. "And that is a beautiful thing. To have loved her all this time, yet knowing you could not be together? You must have suffered in your heart for thirty years. Mischa, I'm so sorry. I would never hurt you." I know,". Still, I'd like an opening in L.A. Bailand was right about L.A. being an important market for an artist." I expelled a derogatory laugh. "But it's not as important as New York City, not by a long shot." I agree," Frazier said. "I'll be frank with you, Brent. When we made our deal, Bailand was new to my network. Your show would've been the first I referred to him." Has he referred any to you?" No. What did you mean when you said you were going to check him out?" Just that. I'll check with some.