To be shown a passport with my picture and that new name beneath it. If they could make that happen then it must be true? Who are these people who can...arrange things with the Offices of the State to get what they want? It felt like a final sentencing. It made me feel so small, so powerless and puny. Jenny seems like some article of clothing where the colour fades and fades with each wash.I look up. Neena is standing above me."Good morning Vyerochka." She speaks slowly and a little formally.. .if it happens i like would like to suck Iam shy but it started to be a fantasy , i was looking at porn after smoking outside wishing i was the one suckinghundreds of time i went out and smoke alone no one arounduntil he walk by me, chubby but tall black older guy in a ''night suit''''smell good can i smoke with you?''he was back from a show he went to with his older daughter , now a mom and all he said''you live near ? i live right there''''no i was just passing by''''want to ...smoke more ,. But I decided to go for it anyways. I had her lay on her stomach on my bed as I sat on my knees next to her. I let her borrow my PJs so she was wearing blue boxer designed booty shorts and a white tanktop that showed off her nice round C cups. "You ready?" Aha yeah" she responded with a cute little laugh.I started off from the top and began massaging the back of her neck. Her skin was so white and soft. I told her that she should take her shirt off and stay in her bra so I could use lotion to. I knew he had always been interested in me. Asking the girls I slept with how big my dick was and always having a sneaky look when I got home from the gym and out of the shower, all the while thinking I didn’t know. As I was sitting there I felt horny, as I had all summer. That all too familiar ache appeared again and I started getting hard. My roomie kept talking while I was thinking how the solution to my problems could be sitting right next to me.“Listen, how about you suck my dick?” I said,.