I go over to the bed and then look around and you are nowhere to be seen, I decide to get a quick shower to warm up and then get changed. Im in the sh...wer getting warmed up when the light goes out, then shower curtain moves and I feel someone grab me from behind. I start to scream and feel something pushed into my mouth, pushed up against the wall and my legs spread open. Whispered into my ear I hear, don’t struggle, relax and enjoy it.Your hands start to explore my body, I still can’t see you. The children were one boy about ten and one girl about twelve. He called the boy over and whispered to him. The boy looked hard at the girl. Fighting Hawk then called the girl over, "I told the boy that if he could rape you, then I would let him live. If you can stop him then I'll let you live." Fighting Hawk saw the look that she gave the boy. He watched as she quickly picked up a rock and attacked her brother. The boy was ready and kicked her in the stomach. When she folded he didn't stop,. He was 35 and a confirmed bachelor.The day it happened was a beautiful bright sunny Saturday in September. I was lounging out on the deck by the pool reading a book. I was a virgin, but was very sexually curious and I loved the sex scenes in trashy romance novels. As the action on the pages got hotter I began pinching my nipples and letting my hand wander down over my flat belly to my crotch to rub my pussy through the fabric of my bikini. I was getting wet imagining that I was the heroine of. My spirit needs a match, not just companionship. He was a cusp of water and fire…and I realized he could be what I needed. The water to wash me clean, and soothe me, the fire to warm me and comfort me and combined, he was the hot water to soak in when I ached or was cold. He was the fire to sit in front of and stare into mesmerized, the drink that quenched my thirst, the home I wanted to curl up in and the song that lifted my spirits, but he was also the fresh air and wind I needed to feel in.