This was as far as I could go. I went back to bed and jacked off, As years went by my obsession never waned, and I still got off on her panties occasi...nally, but never did any of those things again. I had pushed the limit and not been caught so I just kept my fantasy to myself. She is now happily married to a conservative Christian man and they live a life very different from mine. Everything is going well and they are happy and blossoming. A couple months ago they moved back to my parents. There were some rocks showing above the water. I asked Fay if she would like to cool off there. She replied that what ever I wanted she wanted.We undressed again and walked away from the shallow bank to deep water.Fay stopped when the water came to her shoulders. I pressed her tight against me and we kissed. We kissed several times, I was feeling of her soft ass cheeks and playing with her tits.I said we had to get out, there was a snake in the water. She remembered that from such a long time. “Why don’t you come out with me and I’ll introduce you to my friends?” I regretted it as soon as I said it. Why was I torturing myself like this? What good would it do me to sit at the pub, opposite this gorgeous young woman, knowing I could never have her? Couldn’t I just be content with the occasional trip to the work toilets to wank after our flirtier conversations?“Sure,” she said, “I’d like that.” I was doomed.-That night I set about texting mates to no avail. Most of my friends were. Walking into the restaurant I immediately spotted the judge. After I went to the table, he invited me to join him. ‘I thought I should stop in and report to you on the status in Deadwood.’ ‘I received ongoing reports from the townspeople of Deadwood. That was a great job you did there. The only negative report I got, was that some of them were concerned that you were a little pushy about the Hickok assassination.’ ‘When I got there, they had Hickok’s body set up as a sideshow, while that.