" Me too, I meeting my girls at the bar down the street. You know I willbe back here at the hotel next weekend to go out, maybe we can gettogether on ...aturday to do a little retail therapy beforehand?" Sounds FUN," I squeal. "Let me give you my number so you can call meduring the week to set it up." OK "as she digs her phone out of her purse, I then tell her my numberand just as I finished the elevator bell dinged.The door opened and there were about 5 guys on the lift, Marcel is inthe back. I had never had a lover since University. I had always hoped, always half expected that Jess would claim me. I knew at the same time that she never would but nobody came close, nobody else mattered in that way. Oh, of course I had had people to share my bed, to fuck, but that’s all it was. They always disappointed, always fell short. Only Jess would do. I smoked another cigarette then, feeling extremely silly and embarrassed walked slowly back towards the hotel. Tippi was standing on the path,. “Take it out for me. Hurry, I want to see it.”“What if dad comes back in?“He won’t, but don’t worry there is plenty of time. You will still get to the airport two hours early, enough time to go through all the new check-in procedure.”I had already unzipped my pants and was having a difficult time trying to get the rigid piece of meat out of my underwear and out through the fly. Mom didn’t want to wait, she pulled my belt open and unhooked the metal tab, my pants dropped to my ankles. She moved. “Well she told me she had a good time last weekend at the drive inn . I am sure she would go out with you, hell I would go out with you if I wasn’t getting married to Don” she said. She then got up and grabbed a couple more drinks, then asked if she could wear my jacket as she was getting chilly. I said sure "but honestly I was enjoying watching your nipples poking through the material of your shirt . I got up and put more wood onto the fire as Nancy was lighting another joint. I sat back.