"Mrs. West said, "Then we should have dinner at the Red Lobster, and youcan see if you are comfortable as a woman."I said, "Well, I really need to go ...ut in public and dinner will a goodtest; however, I think it would be best if I did not ask Jane toaccompany us."Mrs. West said, "That would be understandable, so let us grab our pursesand we can go."Mrs. West drove us to the Red Lobster and my first test was at the doorwhen the hostess asked, "Would you ladies like the bar or a table?"I said, "A. I wasn’t ready. ‘Do you know how hard it was for me to let you go? I ripped out my own heart. I haven’t slept through a night since I sent that e-mail.’ He stopped and wiped his eyes. ‘It is all I can do to keep from grabbing you and holding you for dear life…’ Fixing his gaze on a distant point, he took a deep breath and gripped the edge of the table. ‘But I stand by my decision. I know what you’ve done this last year in my absence. That small festival your film is in…will you be snowboarding. "Gotta love a broadthat can drink JD. Me and Mr. John Daniel's go way back." He managed tofind his own glass of Tennessee's iconic whiskey and held it up to saluteme.I wanted to ralph myself. "John Daniel's?" I asked. "Well, when you haveknown him as long as I have Sugar, It's John." This guy was full of shitand reeked like a politician."Really," I said as I leaned back on the chair, "must not be very goodfriends." "What the hell do you mean by that?" he replied pissed off at myquestioning. I was so scared of being caught when Jack grabbed my ass and whispered into my ear ‘we know your secret’ and we want you to be our sissy girl. How would like to be their Suzy this summer? I just stood there with my mouth open unable to speak while they stripped off my sweats.Jack said she’s gorgeous isn’t she and Harry agreed and that I was going to make a great sissy Suzy . Then Harry pulled me towards his face and started kissing me, sticking his tongue down my throat and putting my hand on.