I still wasnt thinking clearly except that I didnt want to get her pregnant. I told her that and she said not to worry and that she was prepared with ...irth control. Then she had my hard dick in her hand as she lowered herself onto my lap again guiding my penis into her pussy as she went. I let her take charge as the tip of my dick slowly entered her vaginal hole. She still went lower on me as more of my penis entered her hole. She was moaning loudly the more I entered. When I hit her hymen she. It contained a singlestraight back chair, a table about five feet long and a wall of lockers.There was another doorway on the opposite wall."Strip!" she ordered.I don't know where my courage came from, but I realized that this wouldprobably be my last chance to resist whatever it was that they plannedfor me. I stood straight up and refused. "All the sissy boys I have trained refuse here. I warn you, all of themdo comply. Don't make me tell you again!"Though I was afraid and trembling a bit I. Ashley was smiling and then as we looked at each other she suggested, “Wanta go to my bedroom?”Smiling, I immediately agreed, and as we started to stand up, I pulled my boxers back up and quickly leaned forward grabbing my pants off the floor. Ashley smiled and then taking my hand, she led us down a short hallway. I was nervously excited as we headed toward her room, but along the way she enthusiastically pointed out a bedroom on the right, a small bathroom on the left, and then a door to her. I cry for the love I had to give up. I cry for the longing I have in my heart. I cry for the future that holds no joy for me. I cry and I wonder how I can go on feeling this way, lost and alone. I cry, with the knowing that I am lost, confused and alone. Each day I cry. Each day I worry. I worry that I can and will not make it. That I will attempt something irrational. That I will give in and surrender to my sorrow, my pain, my sadness. To take the cowards way out, the easy way out, the wrong.