I hesitate; she looks up, killing me with that open but mischievous grin of hers, and continues with her - to me! - erotic application of sun-factor-w...atever. "Enjoy your swim?" I shake the chilly North Atlantic Ocean from my hair whilst trying to appear non-chalant. "Sure, yeah... a bit cold though..." I croak huskily. "Then get warmed up in the sun before you catch your death!" She shakes out my towel bearing the palm tree logo, spreading it out invitingly alongside hers emblazoned with. " She said. "Well, I'll wait here with you." I started to sit down on the blanket. "No, you can go on." Gigi replied. "That's crazy." I said. "We can walk back together, can't we?” "Look, I know that I just let you ass-fuck me in broad daylight along a riverbank, but I do need to clean myself up, and I would like to do that in privacy." Her point seemed a little far, but I was willing to accept it. I could tell that she wanted to keep a bit of a mystery about herself, and I was willing to. Her hair was pulled back in a pony tail and her smile could have melted the snow off and mans chimney. She smiled and said “Hi I’m Krista come on in, Tina’s in the kitchen. “ I walked in and closed the door. Krista ran off to the living room and I could hear Tina in the kitchen. “She yelled out that Krista was going to join us for dinner ad I could make myself at home in the family room watching TV. Krista was now walking back out of the room and handed me the remote for the large screen TV.. “Just leave me alone.” And I pushed by her and was out the door before she could say anything else. I didn’t see Julie again for the rest of the day. Assorted group and one-on-one meetings left me little time for self-pitying reflection. My weakest moment came during lunch, which I ate at my desk. Looking out the window, the sharp blue sky assaulted my eyes with a clarity that hurt on too many levels. But then I went back to meetings, and emotions gave way to analyzing business issues and.