I ... How can that work?"Rose shrugged. "Say a word, and I'll never kiss Cilla again. That's how much I love you. We could also ... I think Cilla may ...e willing to ... be involved with us?" I have heard of such relationships but they rarely work in the long term." So, do you want me to stop things with Cilla?"Jim shook his head. "I don't know! I owe her your life. I don't want to make her miserable. Only I ... when she shared our bed ... I cannot help it! Rose, she once was all I wanted! I. ? They guideme down the hall and into a room with oddly looking furniture. ?What isthat?? ?That is atoilet chair. You are going to be sitting here and think about your past for aperiod. It is actually a help to you. We are fully aware that it is stressfulto be removed from your home with such a short notice. New country. New school.All that. So this is going to calm you down so you can gather your thoughts anddo the task of level one as fast as possible. Take a seat.? I sat inone of the chairs.. The doctors gave medicines and asked for lab tests, but there was no result. Rajesh then took me to the city doctor, but I made him very clear that I would go for a checkup only to a lady doctor. But all those resulted in nothing positive. My mother-in-law took me to homeopaths, who also could not yield any result for me. The relation between Rajesh and me was also getting bitter. At the same time I realized I was not at all getting any sexual pleasure out of copulation, rather it seemed to be. She then drove off into the night.At 5 am on Saturday morning Jordan came home and woke me up. She throws $100, $50 and $20 notes on the bed and she was excited."$2200 babe and all I did was what I usually do on a Friday or Saturday night!" Jordan said with a smile on her face. "I'm loving it. The guys either are scared of me because I'm an 'expert' or some get pretty rough with me. Plus they are usually so drunk and either don't cum or come too quick or just give up because its too hard." So.