And when I leaned down to kiss her, she turned her head so that I merely kissed her cheek. She laughed and smiled at me. “Not yet. I’m not ready f...r that yet.”And with that she left. I was in shock for a little while. But I soon went home, crawled into bed, and dreamed those dreams that love brings to us.--- For a couple weeks following this excursion, we talked daily. We talked almost constantly. Texts and phone calls at night. I saw her when I worked. I watched her with emotions I never knew. Ab jab tumhe iska anand lena ho to sirf mere chutar par ek chutki kat dena to mai tumhara ishara samajh jaunga. Wo boli yeh sab roj nahi chalega, aur unhone kor se chutki kat li. Mai tilmila gaya. Phir boli ab kabhi iski chesta mat karna aur mom apne room me chali gayee. Thodi der ke bad maine dekha mom soi nahi thi aur darpan ke samne khadi hokar apni choochiyo ko dekh rahi thi aur unhe apne hath se daba rahi thi, unka saree ka pallu niche gira hua tha. Maine ye dekhkar turant hi mom ko pichhe. .. You think so? When?... Yes, here's her name and number." Sigrid read off the doctor's information. "Yes. I'll call you." What did she say?" Anne asked."She said for me to get myself there as fast as I can. She'll look at me, have a specialist look, too... A cancer specialist." Her voice shook.Anne said, "That's the guy you need, Sigrid. Who do you want to go with you?" I'll be all right, Anne. I'll go alone." Hell you will," Mary said. "You'll take Tom anyway. Maybe one of us. This will be. Her face was a mast of passion.Her bedside lamp was still on and I could see everything. She didn't tryto hide her masturbation under her blanket. She was laying in the middle ofthe bed.It was the first time that I had actually seen her doing-it. I couldn`ttake my eyes off of her as she pleasured herself in front of me.The sight of her masturbating mesmerized me. She didn't say a word, shejust started doing-it.I could stop myself from doing-it too. I lay down next to her and let myfingers pull.