It got me thinking and I decided to send her and e-mail and check out what she was willing to do. I sent out the e-mail and quickly she answered me an... said she was happy to come over and talk to me about it so I sent her my address and told her to come on over. I was sitting around drinking a cup of coffee and was dressed like always in a garter belt nylons high heel sandals open cup bra and a baby doll and figured I had better put on a robe or something so I quickly put on a robe and jogging. Still semi-drunk from all the drinking the night before, I rolled over in a strange bed and hit air. The place where I’d expected to bump into Jill was empty, just a hole on Jill’s side of the bed. No one to kiss, snuggle or wrap my arm around. Just air.Jolted rudely awake by this realization, the clock told me it was four in the morning. A feeling of slow, rumbling dread built in my gut and spread to the left side of my chest. But still, I needed to first use the bathroom. This physical. Julie went to one knee with her heavy weapon in her hand, left fist gripping her right wrist, and put two heavy slugs in the young man's belly and then turned her attention to his father, fanned back the hammer and shot him twice at belt level before he could cock his gun. Both men fell on their backs and kicked their feet, moaning and yelling.Julie stepped up behind the younger man and pressed the muzzle of her big pistol to his forehead, ignored his begging and tears and pulled the trigger,. "I am very sorry," he said softly. "Both for your ill luck and my failing health." Is that the reason for this? I thought we had gone over this before." The concern has never left me, your Lordship. I simply agreed to try to ignore it for the time being. It has grown to the point where I fear I can no longer do this." Are you continuing to sense Portal energies?"Vanlo shook his head. "I have sensed nothing. But I am finding that my other mental faculties are suffering. I fear that soon I will.