I ushered them into the hotel, showed them where they would be sitting in the private dining room, and then took them back to the bar. There were so m...ny people that my parents knew that conversation flowed as easily as the champagne. Then the Maitre’D announced that dinner would be served, and we made our way to our seats. As I sat down, I was aware that the two seats next to mine were vacant, and peering at the place name cards found that they were for Aunt Susan and her daughter Jane. My. ”Tim’s father came out to where Tim was waiting for the bride to be ready. He didn’t know Robert, having only been introduced to him the night before. It surprised him that Tim had someone he thought well enough of to serve as a groomsman, without him knowing the guy.“Hello, Tim, Benny, and ... uh...”“Robert,” Robert said.“Sorry, I’m not so good with names.”“That’s all right. We really haven’t had a chance to get to know each other. Maybe we’ll have a chance to talk at the reception.”“I hope. I'd be happy to oblige."Mark just looked at them and nodded. Then as the boys went out to see their father on thepatio Mark said to me, "You are one hot woman baby. I watched you on the security monitorto make sure it didn't get out of hand. How about a hot shower and a nap before we dress fordinner?.I looked up into his handsome face and with a big smile I said, "I wasn't worried baby. I knew you'd be close by. A hot shower really sounds good, especially if you'll join meand wash my back and. Sick of pretending that the morose woman in the mirror was someone otherthan me.I wasn't Alex Turner any more and I should stop claiming I still was.He had well and truly exited the building when I betrayed him socompletely by allowing a man to sexually penetrate me. And in answer tomy earlier speculation, it felt like he was never coming back.This was me now.Alexandra Moore.Naked.Post coital after some very unsatisfactory and slightly painful sex.Which I have seemed to be committed to for.