.. I don’t know.”We walked up to what appeared to be an endless wall, blocking part of the Soul Cairn off from the rest. Yet there was a stairway ...utting through the middle of it. We walked into the area that the strange wall was protecting. Once inside, we saw several pillars of glowing light arising from black towers. As the summoned flame atronach would dissipate, I would conjure another. This proved to be convenient, as more of those bonemen came up from the ground soon afterwards, and we. I’ve had lovers, four to be exact, four beautiful women. But always with Addie there to encourage, to catch me when I fell. I had never felt so alone as I did standing in front of that door with my finger an inch from the doorbell. Every insecurity I’ve ever had about women was back, times ten!It was actually getting worse the longer I stood there, holding that vase of red roses. Why red, I wondered? The flower girl had specifically insisted on red. Why? I was just about to give up, force my. The team kicked the ball to him. John was waiting to catch it at about the twenty-yard line. John caught the ball and he took off running. Gina and I both were jumping and yelling. He dodged tackles as he ran up the field. He was going to the right then to the left as players missed him at the fifty-yard line. He made his move to the far left. When he did that, you were not going to catch him, well normally. John was at the around the ten yard line right almost in front of us I saw him look up. "Bump, bump, bump," she murmured. "Thank you. I accept." What?" Both. I accept your offer of a day out with an open end, and I accept your offer of marriage." Oh ... wow! That's ... incredible ... fantastic ... marvellous." Ted, I said before I'm not being fair to you. It might be hard for you, but you're the first man I've felt able to trust; the first I've wanted to trust. I want you to promise that if it's getting really too hard for you, that you'll talk to me before losing patience?"I.