That's exactly the sort of thinglawyers do. If there's no misery for them to feed off then they stirup trouble to make misery and then they feed off...that." Why you! Is that how you see me, is that what you think of me?"The white spots appeared on her cheeks again."Once again darling, I have to re-iterate. Whenever you walk throughthat door, I see a lawyer. I don't see Samantha, I don't see a friend, Isee nothing but a lawyer. I don't trust lawyers." What! After all the favours I've done for. I do know that he wants to go down on me and he wants me to give him blowjobs, and until tonight that never happened."Her mother stood straight up, and when she did, Linda stood up as well. Looking Linda in the eyes her mother said, "Until tonight? You mean tonight you and Peter made love?"Linda said, "Well, we did not have intercourse if that is what you mean. I let him, you know go down on me and I, well I did it for him as well."Her mother asked," Is that all you did? I mean I do not want to. Yep! That was a smile. Gone as quickly as mist in the morning on a summer's day, though."So do I. There're whole worlds of information and fantasy in books."I sipped at my coffee, not able to think of anything further to say and the silence stretched out. She stood."I need to be on my way," she said, "it's been nice talking to you."I really wanted to see that smile again.The University occasionally arranged lectures – usually by outside speakers – open to the general public. I went to one. Maine jaan bujh ker aankhein band ker rakhi thi aur thoda sa he dekh raha tha……Maine apne uper ki chaddar bhi hata di thi…Mujhe lag raha tha ki yeh bhikari zaroor aayega aur wohi hua…..Woh ander aaya aur pahele to dawaze se he dekhte raha mujhe lete hue, phir woh ander aa gaya bedroom mein…..Aur mujhe sota hua samajh ker mujhe pura uper se neeche tak dekh raha tha aur apna lund bhi apni lungi mein se hila ker khada ker raha tha…..Mein samajh gayi ki yeh pat gaya…..Usne phir apna lauda nikala.