]I remembered getting maudlin as the alcohol took its toll. I rememberedthinking 'to hell with it' and buying a ticket to Euston so I could paySusan a...surprise visit. I remembered lurching towards the buffet insearch of a few cans of Strongbow to keep me company on the journey.I didn't remember anything else.Well, I mused as I lay there in the darkness, you've excelled yourselfthis time, Col. Thirty-four years old, assistant Head of Year in a largesecondary school, supposed to be a role model. You two are leaving out a lot if you're not talking about your turn-on's."Hartman proceeded to help Ruthie put her episodes of self-spanking into perspective, and in doing so helped her client resolve some of the guilt she felt over what she did to herself when she was 15. Hartman surprised the student by telling her that she was by no means the first client who admitted to inflicting self-punishment for sexual pleasure. "It's a lot more common that you realize. And you think that the others. It was a beautiful pink color, and there was a small hole just waiting to be penetrated. Her inner and outer labia had expanded from my rubbing, and were glistening with her juices. I quickly picked up my camera and took many pictures. I envied her boyfriend for getting to fuck that hole when he wanted. I licked two fingers and slowly started rubbing her exposed fuckhole. Her lips parted as I moved my fingers around, her juices quickly increasing, my fingers slid into her without any. This was the first of many incidents that all lead to the same thing.2nd Time There I was bored in my room texting my bf or friend who knows. They take forever to text back so I doze off. Don’t remember if I was supposed to have my phone or if I got it taken & stole it back for a little so it was on dnd. Which is probably why I didn’t realize they texted back before I dozed off. Anywho there I am just dreaming precious dreams not having a care in the world. I start to tell someone or something.