I guess that's what you're supposed to do. It wasn't the limp handshake I had been expecting, but neither was it the kind I experienced from the guys ...n my crowd, the kind that said, "I'm better than you."He did have a nice smile. It was warm and friendly as if he really was happy to meet me. But it wasn't the kind that said he had been set up with a hot one. He showed no awe of me, which was very surprising, because almost everyone else did, including women."I can't stay long," said Jennifer.. In my new job I hooked up with a pretty co-worker for a good long but solely casual relationship (her parents wanted her to marry a fellow Indian so I would never be allowed to be her real date) and I was quite happy leaving men behind. I had enjoyed the older man and the sex was the best I had had (with any gender) but sex with this woman, and a few others after her, was more relaxed and fun.Then I got married, had a good decade with my wife and barely thought about guys, even if I did see a. But I am delinquent in telling my tale, that was the beginning, and now it has been well over 17 years since the twins were born. All three had grown up into very pretty girls, and until Sheila became sick, we all shared what most would consider the perfect family. I made what I’d call an adequate living as a program designer and had found fair success with creating several of the more popular interactive video games, each with their own benefits beyond my normal income. Sheila’s business. I'd driven past the place many times, and I'd always been intrigued by it, and I wanted to go inside and see for myself what it was like; but I'd always driven on past each time I'd initially thought I'd go in---except finally, on a very hot and humid summer day in 1981, I pulled into the dusty gravel parking lot and, with my heart pounding in my chest and neck, I walked in through the front door!The first thing that I noticed about the place was the heavy aroma of cigarette smoke. The place.