She couldn't quite forgive herself for betraying the private, secret relationship between Terry and herself. She tried to convince herself that it was...not a serious betrayal, because in all the intervening years, Terry had not searched her out and claimed her as he had promised.And after all, she told herself, she was only flesh and blood -- female at that -- and could not be expected to suffer physical agony to keep a secret that might have meaning only to herself.Yet, it had been her own. I can have one eye on the teacher, and six eyes - as it were - reading OSU material. Carrying my computer system and six of those big screens back and forth to school every day isn't exactly practical. Even buying another such system for my use at school doesn't work because we change classrooms every period. I've thought of printing out OSU's lecture notes to take to school, but six piles of notes are impractical too." -- "If I don't do any college studying at school, I'll still finish the. .choos kar thak gayi tab fir se khadi ho gayi aur raju bhi ab apni mummy ki bhosdi dekhne ko bekraar hua ja raha tha mummy ji ne khade hote hi raju ko neeche baithne ka ishaara kiya aur jaise hi raju neeche baitha mummy ji ne uske sar ko apne peticot se dhak liya jisse ki raju ka sar mummy ji ke peticot ke andar ho gaya raju ko kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha kyonki andar kuch dikh hi nahi raha tha usne bhi apne haath jaarban ki taraf badaaye aur jhatt se kheech diya fir kya tha sarsaraata hua. Cleaning the brushes, I had managed to sprinklewhat turned out to be a very aggressive paint thinner all over myself. Bythe time I noticed it, it had eaten through my jeans and was beginning toirritate my skin. In a one swift move, I ripped (quite literally) theclothes off me and ran to the shower. Miraculously, again, my skin wasmore or less OK, but the clothes were ruined. The jeans were eatenthrough and torn at the crotch, the t-shirt was in a similar state. Thesneakers, which weren't.