I didn't have to wait long. Soon she said, "There are so many things I want to tell you, I hardly know where to start."I suggested to start at the beg...nning and she accepted my suggestion."I'm twenty-two years old now. When I got married I wasn't yet eighteen."That hit me like a bombshell."You're married?" I asked."I'm a widow. Billy, my husband, died more than a year ago."I told her how sorry I was to hear about her loss."You probably wonder why I got married so young. No, it wasn't an. Avan ennai paarthu vaa pa thambi sapidu vaa endru solinaar, ilai anna paravailai neengal sapidungal endru sonen. Akka vanthaal vaa pa en engal veetil elam sapida mataya endru ketal? Enaku ena solvathu endre theriya vilai, sari akka apadilam ilai naan ungal veetil sapiduven. Neengal ungaluku matum thaan samaithu irupeergal enaku eppadi irukum satham athanal thaan vendam endru solinen.Avalin iru pasangalum sapitukondu irunthaargal, pinbu naanum andru sapida aarambithen. Appozhuthu antha annan. Bell was alive, there would be no Millie in my arms. And that was as it should be. I could love her from afar and live with it, because I knew the future, or at least thought I did. I was changing the future day by day, so it wasn't what it was, and there were going to be things that are totally different just because I'm alive, and Brian is alive, and he's not me.It really was too much to think about, so I stopped thinking about the permutations, and sleptJim and Colleen called bright and. This created a lot of issues for me as I've had counseling for most of my predulescent life now. But my life has seemed to finally take a turn for the better after I graduated from high school and met my now girlfriend, a beautiful brunette called Laura. She's around 5 years older than me and also a bit taller, but she the first person to see me for who I am and the only person I can truly feel comfortable being around. We've been together for over two months now and it's been wonderful. So far.