"My brother is doing his show tonight, maybe you and I could go?" I'd have to change, but sure. I'd like that!" Do you have a nice dress? We can get a...l fixed up for a change!" You want me to go like this?" You bet! Maybe with you around I'll get a sympathy date!" I've never...what I mean is..." Then it's time you started!" Leaning towards me, "You spent all thatmoney to get your hair done didn't you? It would be a shame if youwasted it, so be ready by 6. We'll go have dinner then see his. The next thing I remember a huge thud rang out somewhere above my head. As I unglued my eyes the light speared me with shafts of bright pain through the blinds I had forgotten to shut. My arms were shielding my eyes from the cruel light when through the same wall as the thud a loud exclamation of "Shit!" followed by a blue streak of cursing, which gave me a good morning chuckle.Curiosity got the best of me and I hauled my ass out of bed to make my way to the front door. I peeked out first and. Raat ko jab hum khana kha liye tab woh neeche zameen par baith ke TV dekh rahi thi aur main bed pe. Tab maine socha ki kyu na inko bataya jaye apne dil ki baat. Toh main bed se neeche utar ke unke bagal mein baith gaya. Woh thoda dur hati aur boli, “Babu yaha kyu baith gaye upar baitho.”Main bola, “Mujhe kuch baat karna hai aapse.” Toh woh boli han bolo toh maine unka hath apne hath pe liya. Par woh apna hath chhudane lagi par maine bola “Aap bas suno meri baat.” Tab woh aram se baith gayi aur. She was hurt emotionallybecause of what I had done. I invited her onto my bead, but I wascareful not to touch her skin. She sobbed for a while and asked why Ihad shoved her. She was always such a sweet child. I still can't getover how loving she was, and still is. Jeez, look at me, I am talkingabout somebody I care about like she is dead."Kyle finished with a broken laugh. "I told her, that I was afraid. Shenever noticed the changes. Change was still new to her, but she knewabout loss because.