But there were others vying for its beauty and she spotted one now, just breaking through the grass to her left. He looked pale and ragged, cradling a...broken arm but still he persisted towards the hill. She spun around and pounced on him, claws outstretched, and tore viciously at his chest until purple blood spurted forth and he fell limp. She kept thrashing still after he lay dead and even tried to tear out his nerve cords, though they were useless now as this soulless world had long since. And my genitals were...well they were mangled.Ruined. They couldn't be saved. So I made a decision. I think it wasthe only rational one I could have made. I had sexual reassignmentsurgery. I became a woman." Bernie's heart raced as she eagerly awaitedhis reaction."I admire you Bernice." You do?" Yes. It took a lot of courage for you to make that decision. You're avery brave person. And I want to compliment you on the outcome. You'revery pretty."Bernie blushed. She was nearly shocked into. My phone gets another notification, it’s a second text from my boyfriend. I look down to read it. *Baby, I want to see you. I can give you a massage you’ll never forget ;)* Me and Mr. Johnson read the message and he smiles before sliding his fingers back into me again. I moan as he pushes them deep into my soft, warm insides. And then slowly, he grabs the sides of my leggings and pulls them AND my panties down to my ankles. “Tell him I’m giving you a better massage, than he ever could,”. She hugged and kissed me for the first time since I had taken her to the airport over a year ago. My handler left us alone for the night. We shared some wine and talked for a long time. She told me that she still loved me but during our long separation had gotten bored and went back to work as a nurse for Dr. John. She confessed that she had gotten horny and seduced him. Over the last 7 months they had been lovers. She reminded me that she had been a virgin when we married and I had been.