A servant's post and a warm room would give her security which she hadn't had for years, but she couldn't help but remember Kitty's words from the pre...ious night. Disowned by her family and newly widowed she had almost killed herself. She realised that she was feeling reckless from the sense of escaping death. Morris could see that Marie was interested at his circumspect offer, but unsure how to react so he added, "If you like my dear I could ask one of our ladies to give you a tour," and. ’ ‘Then we should make our own traditions,’ said Tom. ‘Go get the angel.’ When Pat returned with the decoration, Tom had her stand in front of the tree, then he bent down, wrapped his arms around her knees from behind, made her sit on his shoulder, and lifted her up. ‘Put the angel on top and plug it in.’ When she was done, Tom stepped back and lowered Pat to the ground. Standing up behind her, he circled her waist with his arms and pulled her back against him. They stood that way for a while,. The commode lid dropping."I can go over later if you need me for something," she said—she was sitting down on it, just outside the curtain, a bored, dissolute air to her words."No, baby, just go ... have fun."I took hold of my dick and deliberately resumed my stroking, slower now, still facing against the wall, the hot water blistering off my skin."You're sure?" she went on, another long sigh."Yeah," I said, closing my eyes and seeing her casually step off the dock, her body cutting the lake. ...don’t be late, you have already made this bad for yourself"The rest of the day dragged by....I tried to make it look like I was at least doing some work, as I stared aimlessly into my computer screen, my mind totally occupied with what would happen that evening, I was so wet at the thought of what might happen, actually doing any work was a complete waste of time.The day dragged by, it seemed like I was looking at the clock every few seconds and that the hands never actually moved. Slowly.