I got into SEATAC a little after 1900hrs and made my way down to the freight area. As I entered the section, I noticed two guys in suits talking to th... customs person. I stood behind them and couldn't help but overhear the conversation. They were asking him about the two caskets I was picking up. I glanced over and saw the hearse already waiting for my release signature.The two guys were getting into it pretty heavy when another one showed up, looked at me, back at the customs clerk, then back. Her breasts, now bared, were the sweet muffins I had imagined them to be. Granted, her impudent pink nipples were much larger than I had noticed before, steepling heavenward in their stiff arousal. Curiously, I hadn't spotted their pebbly prominence before, even though she seldom wore a bra under her tight tops.Certainly it was no surprise that the sass-mouthed babysitter was not a virgin. Even though she was only fourteen, it was practically a given that a girl like her – single parent home,. She couldn’t think about jerking at a time like this. She tried to call Nadia again, the answering machine recorded her message for maybe the 30th time today.“Nadia, I’m so sorry, please pick-up, call me, just let me know you’re ok. I’m a horrible person, I’m just so sorry, please, I beg you, call me back. I can’t keep living with this feeling, I want to die...” After a few moments of silence, she hung up the phone and slept some more.The ringing of her phone woke her up.“Hello?” she whispered. His breath came out in short sharp gasps and his body went rigid. Suddenly everything seemed much more slippery and he became still.I lay there on top of him for some time, feeling him soften and shrinking inside me. As I recovered my strength, I thought about what had happened. Did I really want to put all that at risk? It wasn’t just the physical sex, which was always great, it was the love I felt for him. I felt safe, I felt warm and I felt loved. It was that love that always made me feel so.