"I was now spread eagled even wider apart than I was before, and gagged with that hideous double penis gag. I was then blindfolded again and was total...y helpless. I tried to listen for any sound, but only heard rustling. All at once I felt something cold and wet being applied to my ass."This is a lubricant dear. Since I will assume that it's the first time you've experienced this type of training, it may be quite uncomfortable."She then started to insert something up my ass."This is a Plexiglas. Vide je ne sais plus quoi faire et pour qui vivre, je suis comme désemparer de tout ce que j'avais réussi à construire" Comment je pourrais t'aider a te redonner envie de vivre comme tu vivais avant?" Lui pose la question"Tu sais je ne sais pas vraiment ce que je veux, je suis dans un flou totale, je ne sais plus qui aimer, si je dois continuer a travailler, a venir ici au cabinet, a continuer tout ça ..."Je ne pouvais pas la laisser partir je tenais ici ma chance de la réconforter et de peut. It’s awful because you’re not with me. I’ve made myself cum without your help before, but you’ve still been there for it. Now, I’m completely alone. I miss you the most in those empty post-orgasmic moments. I can’t replace the weight of your body as you stretch yourself out on top of me, or the feel of your waist under my straddled thighs. I can’t mimic the feel of your lips dancing with mine or your tongue caressing me. There is only a blank ceiling over my head where your hungry expression. Anne asked me if I had any special idea about the sort of outfit I mightlike to wear for this first makeover. I told her I hadn't a clue andwould be more than happy to leave the decision to her! Anne then pulledopen a drawer crammed with panties and asked me to choose a one. I pickeda fairly plain black panty, trimmed with lace each side of the frontpanel, that looked as though it would provide sufficient support whereneeded! She then handed me a pink nylon robe, a towel, and a flannel.