They each had instructions to call in to the office in the morning, tell them they had the rest of the week off and let the office know John and I wer...n't coming in either.Since my Early was out of town, I didn't want to return to a cold and empty house, and John, who is a widower, was happy to have me for a guest until we, or at least I, sobered up.After the gals left, I began to get maudlin and John 'cut me off' from the brandy. When the time came to call my husband, I had begun to return to. “Yes, we were awake when she came in the room about 1:30. She told us some of what all of you had done,” Katy said.“And?”“And, we were hoping we’d get to see some of that. I told Katy and Barbra that I’d even like to make a sex tape myself. I have ALWAYS wanted to do that,” Cindy admitted to us.“You said ‘we’, does that mean Katy was hoping the same thing?” Vera asked, and smiled at the two.“YES, is my answer. When I was younger, before Colleen was born, I had it in my mind to find a way to do. He cared for and worried about her, but he wasn't sure he was as noble or as strong as she thought. And if he was being truthful with himself, there was something else holding him back, an 'elephant-in-the-room' kind of thing. He turned his eyes away from her intense stare."What about Brianna?" he blurted out.Merrigan had been lightly caressing his arm, but she stopped at his question. He was afraid to look at her, because his question had no basis other than his observations and the things. A grim smile with absolutely no element of humor came to my face.All I would have to do would be to let myself fall. I'd hit my head along the side of the dock and fall into unconsciousness. That'd be it; I'd drown before I regained consciousness. I wouldn't feel a thing. And throwing one's self into the sea... isn't that a customary death for Shakespeare's maidens? What better way for an actor to exit stage right than by reenacting Ophelia?I looked at the waves as they crashed against the.