“Something isn’t right. Do you have a hairpin? Or something like that?”“When have I ever used hairpins?” Jack raised an eyebrow. Bella gave ...er a terse look. “Anything long, straight, and metal.”Jack pursed her lips in thought. Bella smiled at how attractive she found that expression. It was exactly what she needed. She let her eyes trail down Jack's body, enjoying where the shoulder belt of her weapon harness pulled her shirt tight and emphasized the shape of her breasts. Bella’s eyes travel. " What clothes was I supposed to pick? I'd never had to find anoutfit for a boy before, well, except when me and Melissa used to dressMatt up like a girl, but he'd only been five or six. I sort of knew thatToni wanted something ridiculous for him, and of course I was still angryabout the photo, so I pulled out a polka dot dress I'd just bought fromPrimark, I was going to wear it for Rosie's birthday, and then feeling it,I grabbed a matching set I'd just bought from New Look! No, honestly!. Maybe Kevin reallydoesn't care.Regardless I would never want her to see me when I become... whateverit is exactly I'm about to become. So it really is time to lock awaythose feelings and memories into a little box and hide it somewheredeep inside me. It might be the only way to possibly hang on to thething I value most, and desperately don't want to lose. And I supposethat's my soul."Anyway." Mr Black expresses impatience. "Enough chit chat! It's timewe introduce you to your new lifestyle which. Not just me, most of the boys in my class fantasize about her.With a lot of interest in her, I acted as if I was interested in her subject. I used to go to the staffroom to ask a lot of doubts whenever I find her free in the staffroom. That way she knows me well and with time, we got close. It was just like a teacher and her favorite student but nothing more.I used to stand in front of her table in the staffroom while she sat and explained my doubts. As she bent forward to look into the book.