"Sabina stopped talking for a moment, she just had to calm down, because it was obvious that she had it difficult again. Only thinking about this made...her very embarrassed again. Everyone in the room could see how she was blushing.Dina went sitting next to Sabina and put her arm around her shoulders to comfort and support her for a moment, and she said, "If it is too much for you. We will understand it that you don't want to tell it to us." No. I want to tell it! I want you guys to know what. I measured and it would fit perfect between the front and backseat and leave enough room for Fay to sit beside it and change a diaper.Fay asked if I planed to stay there for the night. I told her I had another place I planned to stay. She looked disappointed.I said "Fay your mother and sister are most of the reason I moved you back home and left you for a job in Florida". "She does not like me and I feel the same about her"." I am tired and I don't feel like being polite to her tonight", I. ”"That must be hard," Sherry said. "I know how much he hates banks and borrowing money." He's pretty certain we will be able to pay it off by next summer."Sherry turned to me, "My dad always says you lose your freedom when you have a debt. We're lucky I got a full scholarship to Brown, otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to go." I had to get loans to go to COA and now I owe $30,000 and I have lots of friends who are even more in debt and they can't get jobs that pay anything. Now they can't. In the morning I found myself yet again going directly to my computerto see if there was an email from Sara. There was! I was both excitedand afraid to open Sara's email. This time it was address to 'Ally.'The email suggested that I will wear something pink today. Sara thoughtI looked good in pink. She also made another appointment for me back atthe beauty salon for noon today. I pondered why did she want me to goback to the beauty salon? For what? Anyway, I thought that it would beOK to do so.