"That's what has me so confused," she said. "Is it wrong for me to feelthat way? Am I giving in to the programming?" Brandi we are all programmed to e...joy sex, it's one of the nicer partsof being human," Melissa said. "It makes sense that you would feel someconfusion. I wish that one night of love making could take it all away,but I'm afraid it's not that simple. You have a whole new perspective toexplore, and I really think you need to explore it; all of it, when youare ready."I feel guilty. Toh me 5 min k baad waha se bahar aya aur main door ko knock kra toh chachi ne darwaza khola aur mene unko smile krke wish krne ki acting kri aur andr aa gya.. Andr aa kr chachu ko wish kia aur khana khane baith gya…Khana khane k baad chachu kehte beta aaj tu yhi pr so ja mere bete k saath toh me bola k chachu me kpde udhr pde h… Toh kehte beta mera headache ho rha ni toh mene hi chl pdhna tha… Tb kehte beta tu chachi ko saath le ja aur le aa toh mene kaha ok…Toh chachi mere saath chl pdi…. Girls look for affirmation and for ways to buildrelationships, with both guys and with each other. They tend to beindirect sometimes, especially where somebody's feelings are involved.Of course there are exceptions, but I just mean in general. Now guystend to be more direct and logical and not notice all the nuances andimplications of what others are saying." I'm not sure what you're saying," I confessed."Well, do you read much?" she asked. I did, but not usually anythingassigned as. She knew that. But how did they seem so much bigger now? How did taking away the bra make them larger?Cat looked down at her own chest for a moment. She hadn't really thought about it, but she felt inadequate now. She'd always thought her own were just fine, but compared to Trina's... well, Cat could say without doubt that Trina's were better. But then again, it may just have been because Cat enjoyed touching them much more than she enjoyed touching her own. And after devouring them with her.