..you ain't going nowhere. Don't you know that was very disrespectful and rude, what you just did...' I could not make out what Chris J said, Benjamin...continued '...you see how hard I slapped Carl for mouthing off about shit he knows nothing about. What if I slapped you just as hard fo being so fucking rude...' Again I could not make out Chris J. reply. Benjamin came out of the racks and looked up the stairs and back into the shower area and then he went back down the racks. I could not see. Now, I was starting to really feel pushed. I was more real with her in the last two minutes than in the last year, and she was just so cold about it. I had to knock her off her game to get some breathing room. “What about you, Amanda? You come in here like Dr. Frumpy all of the time. Isolating yourself from your patients. I get it, but I’d bet you your practice it goes farther than that! What are you hiding from? How about you get real with some fucking insight of your own? I throw. Banno mere se mere bare mein puchhne lagi ki meri sadi huyee ya nahin pariwar me kaun kaun hai etc tab maine bataya ki abhi meri sadi nahin huyee hai. Bas hum aise hi batein karte huye lakdiya collect karke ek jagah per rakhne lage. Achanak hame ek tree nazar aaya jo adha sukha huwa tha aur jisse sukhi lakdi kati jaa sakti thi.Banno ne mujhse puchha ki kya mein pedh per jad sakta hun to maine kaha bannoji mai to sahari aadami hun muze pedh par jadana nahin aata hai. Tab banno ne pedh par jadane. I decided to take other ‘friends’ also with pink lips.Whole night all ‘friends’ did not allow me to sleep properly. While Pink lips was reminding me of her thirst for more and more other ‘friends’ were jealous and in vengeance they started to trouble me and urged me to console them with my hand and fingers. I had no other option than to caress and rub them till they heaved and moaned with satisfaction and then only allowed me to sleep.Since morning all my ‘friends’ were troubling me and urging.