.. And then momentarily get lost into of the memoirs of illusions.... gliding in the air breathing fresh old air and floating through the wet warm wat...rs of vices drinking from the lips and from the lollipops seeing how they opened up and how they closed down slowly smoothly and softly scrubbing the skin caressing the skin sucking licking touching and fucking the skin rubbing one skin next to the other melting and moistening sweaty and salty this and that here and there up and down in and out. Something about fair shares with the other girls.”Mum says, “Well, you sound OK and seem to be recovering, just don’t scare us like that again.”With a serious tone I say, “I won’t, I know how you feel.”In a worried voice Mum says, “What does that mean?”I reply, “I thought Sandra told you about Marie the other day. Marie wanted a special morning event, so she and Janey got each other started, with Marie underneath. When I joined the fun Janey straddled Marie’s mouth and I entered Marie, everyone. I told them I was in for selling pot. My boyfriend was the one selling it but he was growing it in my apartment. “That’s too bad,” she said and I noticed she was still holding my hand. “It’ll be a long time before you have a boyfriend again,” Jabrielle said and put her hand on my knee. She was sitting to my right and Becky was beside her. Then they asked me if this was my first time in prison and I told them it was. That must have been what they wanted to hear. Jabrielle put her hand on my. They didn’t have servants, so she had to clean up her own mess. She didn’t know how to cook but apparently, that was one of Edward’s specialities. He had told her that he would teach her the basics. They weren’t all on the same schedules with their classes but they should be able to share the evening meals unless anyone was going out.Francine wasn’t allowed to go to parties or anywhere else for that matter, unless one of the cousins or someone that Deirdre had approved of, went with her. Her.