It started after she watched a film that involved a woman being spanked, and that set her thinking as to whether, like in the film, it was sexually ar...using rather than a punishment. The selling points seemed to be that pain and pleasure went together, in effect the pain causing and creating the pleasure. She had tried it herself, with a spatula, and did find it quite painful, although fingered herself afterwards to a pretty good orgasm. That led her to spank herself with a spatula pretty much. It was the picture of a couple naked holding each other arms.I open the book and started to move my fingers over the pages of the book.There were different pictures of a couple naked with their bodies touching each other.I said with my eyes wide open-“Women does not have penis!!!…”Even if I saw Anuradha aunty naked, I did not get a clear picture of her genital.Rajiv-“you are right….and see this”.He showed me one pic where man penis is placed inside the woman vagina.Rajiv-“I was also shocked. That happens, too. It's the same shit that the lethargy and the anger and the depression come from. When your life is controlled by drugs, you just learn to accept whatever emotion they plant in you. It's like I don't own any of them. I don't know what's real and what's drug-induced. It's supposed to control the manic-depressive state but most of the time you just don't feel anything. It's okay mostly when it's bringing me up out of depression, but then I never get the really intense drive to. ”So it was then that I got to shave my mother’s pussy a second time just to assure that all of the hair had been removed. That included shaving around her asshole, pulling on her pussy lips, and rubbing my hand all over her shaved pussy to feel for any stubble. When I told Mom that my tongue was more sensitive than my hand was she smiled and said, “Okay then you had better lick me all over twice just to make sure that you didn’t miss any hairs.”I came in my underwear as I licked my mother’s.