I realize wecannot live openly as a couple. As long as we have our times together, I amsatisfied.But what has become of those times?I remember when we...walked on the beach at twilight together. It was sopeaceful, with the waves, and the gulls, and nobody bothered us. We watchedthe first stars appear as the sunlight faded. How close I felt to you then.What about our feeding frenzy? It was winter, so I wore my turtleneck,black leather jeans, and short boots, plus some cute little knit gloveswith. Sheila’s leg stayed in contact with my cock and it was all I could do to keep from kissing her. When the song ended I walked her through the long alleyway and she stood on tiptoe to kiss my cheek, thanked me for a very nice evening and went into her room.I was sitting on my bed, stroking my cock, when I heard a click and the door to the adjoining room opened. Sheila came in and closed the door behind her. She saw what I was doing and smiled at me.Then she slipped her robe from her shoulders.. A lot.Of course in the end, it always went down her way: She'd be naked, down on hands and knees, floppy tits hanging down below her, and she'd want me to fuck her from behind. Other times she'd kneel on the bed and get down on her elbows with forehead on the pillow, offering up her beautiful rich ass in my direction. The first time she did this, I just stood there with my hardon sticking up in the air, just staring at her. I guess I didn't move fast enough, because she looked over her shoulder. She asked me if I liked to have my dick played with and I corrected her by raising my hand up and sticking out my little finger crooked slightly and said, " this is my dick, " and then I stuck my middle finger straight and said, "this is my cock, which would you rather play with?" She grabbed my extended middle finger and brought it to her mouth and gave it a tiny blowjob. She then asked me to sit on the edge of the hot tub so she could see it better. I knew what was cumming so I sat up and she.