“Can you crawl up here with Melody?”One Little Monster book and one Berenstain Bears book later we decided it was time to make coffee. It was half...past seven when Melody told to me to take coffee to Lissa and Kate.Seeing Lissa and Kate cuddled together never fails to amaze me. They are so beautiful together. The contrasts and similarities are incredible, but the uninhibited and unrestrained love they show each other brings a tear to my eye.“Darlings,” I whispered as I put a hand on each of my. I came back to myself then. I was standing behind the curtainstaring. Just staring. Not touching myself or anything(although Claire and Betsy had left me hard as cold marble).I had been totally enraptured, literally captivated bythe beauty and stunning sexuality I had just seen.I shook my head to clear the fog I was in. I went downstairs,moving slowly, not trusting myself. I poured myself a lemonadeand took it out to the front porch with my ipod and slowlycalmed down while I sipped my lemonade. I changed the tone of my voice. I stood up straight and stared at Dad. Right now I needed to be more like Mum and less like little scaredypants Bec. I made myself become strong, powerful, commanding, and most of all – dangerous.“Dad, either you pick up the gun or I will.”I reached for the gun.Inside my skull, scaredypants Bec whimpered in fear. I ignored her and focused on the gun. It lay there, gleaming in the light – calling to me.The world went still. Even the walls held their breath. My. It was the clearest answer I could imagine. Take it to the next level, Akira!The next step felt strange; the finger was very active inside my cavity, but it felt more like examination than stimulation. Akira was an experienced member of a hospital ER team. I decided to stay relaxed and trusting and just let her probe. I was almost certain Akira was giving me a professional examination to see if I could handle what was coming next. The finger withdrew and then came back, pausing at the anus as.