He held his one possession in his hands. He played with a small stuffed animal in the form of an organ grinder's monkey rather apathetically. The monk...y held a cymbal in each paw. The boy made the monkey's arms move, so the cymbals made a small clinking sound. When Jaevert entered the cage at the appointed time with the audience in tow, the boy, as usual, did not acknowledge his presence. He simply continued to play with the monkey's cymbals. Jaevert began to extol the features of the boy's. The memory of two nights ago still had me shaking my head. I was stunned when Linda told me that each of the previous five women who had stood in for Hildie had come away wanting to be more than a one time companion. That despite the fact that I had acted as if they were Hildie several times during the 'date' and left them cold at the end.Well, I'm sure not leaving Linda cold. And if she's telling the truth I have similar experiences to look forward to with Nancy, Kara, Janice, Melissa and. " " Oh, you saw that ." " Yes , yes i did and you had to have given him just as good a view as I got , if not better . " Okay " she cut me off " Now just her me out . After we talked about his masturbating and such , I called Cindy ( Jan's older sister) , with three boys I figured maybe she might a person to talk to about this . Well , she said she had caught Rob jerking off with her dirty panties in their laundry room and was furious with him . She said she berated him. You'll have all different kinds of fun while you're staying here with me. I'll make sure of that." I somehow knew I'd try everything and love it all. Aunt Susan was completely in charge of my life now and I had no choice but to do everything she told me to do. Happily, I was more than willing. Besides, I didn't want to risk having her tell me I couldn't dress up as Julie anymore. I had become totally addicted to wearing pretty things in less than a day and I was almost positive I wanted to.