I liked him - but the wanton side of me was still there. Our sex was just ok, and more than once I had to fantasize about Robert in order to get off. ...ennis had no idea about it and I figured it was a good thing.I was sitting leisurely on the couch, drink in hand when Robert arrived with a woman at his side. She looked very cultured and I immediately got jealous. I wondered how long they were together. I hadn't spoken to Robert in at least 3 months and he never said anything about it before.He. I eventually managed to feel my way back along the track and walked in the door of our cabin to find John sitting at the table with his head in his hands, he looked up and said how many more guys did you fuck after I left &hellip, its been hours! none &hellip, Ive been crying sick and confused I spat and shivered then crawled straight under the covers to try and warm up and started crying all over again. A couple of hours went by and I had stopped crying and shivering then John came over to the. On the fourth house they hit pay dirt, kind of. Some peeling wallpaper had led them to a loose piece of sheetrock, and behind it-- pay dirt. Old, before-the-Fall pay dirt. Stacks and bundles of cash. Tens of thousands of dollars of dusty, useless cash. Clipper felt vindicated, at least. His theory was sound, people did hide stuff. There was stuff to be found, if you looked long and smart enough.Five houses later, they found the real pay dirt. Girl had pulled a floor tile up, and Dylan had. But now, my job is gone. Our girls will be in high school after thissummer and then gone to college, and they already need less and lessfrom me. With you, well you know we've had our issues lately. Not that Iblame you, but we've just not had the intimacy and connectedness we hadbefore. Your work, which I agree is very important especially since I nolonger provide much income, has become so time consuming and central toyour life. We rarely see each other before 7 each day. And you leaveearly.