"Mr. Jenkins, I mean Mrs. Jenkins. You look hot!" "Andre, um, I can explain this. I really can." "It seems to me that Cecil sent me to get his uniform...at just the right time," he said with a wolfy grin on his face. Cecil had commented to me in the past that Andre was quite the ladies man even at sixteen. The boy was black, about 6'3", 185 pounds and much bigger and heavier than me. Once, Cecil had told me that Andre looked alot like Will Smith and all the girls their age ate that up and so. ." said Steve in a bright cheery voice, "I have something totell you."I looked at him, he always seemed so confident, never fazed even by ablubbering fool like me. I realized in that moment that in a way Iloved Steve, he was everything I wasn't and in some ways I wished Icould be like him. Now I was wondering what he was going to say."I think I'm gay!" Steve said in a matter of fact way.I looked at him but I could not take in what he'd said, I thought I'dbetter think very carefully what I was. I wentto sleep with a smile on my face.I woke early and set about getting ready, I tried to be as quiet aspossible so I didn't wake the girls. As I sat there staring at myselfin the mirror it both frightened and excited me. I loved this newfeeling of power for want of a better word. I liked being the conductorinstead of another member of the orchestra. I was going to give thisthing my very best shot. I finished putting on my makeup and pulled outthe auburn wig. I looked through Lauren's closet. 7pm came around and I was buzzed, it helped. I was a complete jackass asking her to drive us to dinner, I'm lucky I didn't panic though the booze helped and the dinner went great. I really started to like this girl, and I had a feeling she felt the same way about me. We found ourselves after dinner drinking by a beach. There was an awkward pause then I blurted out "Want to back to the dorms and hook up." She jumped off the hood of the car and very excitedly said yes. My room was farther away.