He hadn't pounded his lust into her... not yet at any rate. But he was sure the time would come. One day, he dreamed, he would roll over and give it t... her why she ground and panted, lifted herself towards him, and trapped his arse with her hands lest he pull out too soon.Meanwhile, things were good, albeit confusing, and he was prepared to wait till she altered the script.He'd suggested they might get married one day, but she'd looked shocked, rolled off the bed and went to pee. He never. I don't know." I do know. His heart belongs to you. I've seen it in the way he talks about you. No one stops that." But he..." What?" He pushed me out. Told me to go." In the fire?" Yeah." Jessica, I understand you'll be talking to Ken. He's good and can make you understand some of your feelings. Times like this can sometimes make you think things that seem so real to you, but they're just not. John isn't going to understand that you feel this way. He's going to want to be with you. If he could. I was so nervous to tell him my secret but I knew I had to tell him. Then I just said it...I was born a man! Of course his first reaction was that I was fucking with him. After all, I was only 5'8", weighed about 145 with a very slim figure, long blonde hair, and even had a boob job so I was sporting a perky pair of C cup tits. I didn't even need to take hormones since I was naturally feminine looking. Put a little makeup on me and I made one very convincing woman that people, even Paul, . And on the contrast, a more feminine man must be a submissive bottom. And like at the gay clubs, if you are a bottom, you are often referred to as a slut and there is sometimes shaming there, comparing you to a woman because you take in a cock.So, there is an annoying division between gays when we should just focus on mutual sexual pleasure within our sex lives. Some are bottoms, some are tops, and some are versatile. And just because you start off one way, it doesn't mean that is your lot in.