”“Yeah.” I couldn’t deny it.“You wouldn’t have loved her without reason. That’s something she can use against you.”“That’s not wha... you’re worried about though.”She sighed. “No, it’s not.”“She’s my past. You two are my future.”Lavi, “She was good at manipulating you wasn’t she?”“Yeah. Guilt and anger especially.”“And other stuff,” Melissa said.“That other stuff was not good for me, not where she wanted to take it.”Melissa breathed the steam from her tea. “That’s what worries me. It still. William was a remarkable person.To be so competent in multiple professions all the while being a slaveto his desires that consumed so much of his mind. It caused his toreflect oftentimes of how successful he might have been if he was notforced to serve two masters. Remove the obsession and preoccupation withhis feminine side and his success would have been so much greater ineither teaching or producing ? or both!But that was not to be, it was not ever to be; he thought to himself ashe looked at. I went around the side of my house to the front edge of the mutual fence, looked around to verify that nobody was around, and crept around the side of her house to the spot near her back patio where I could see the top of a window sunk into the ground. On closer inspection, I could tell it had been painted from the inside, but age had cracked the paint and there were faint traces of light coming through.About that time I heard the sound again. It was definitely a whimpering, like a dog trying. ..", or the "I simply wish...." or even the "wouldn't it be great...." it's easy to sit back and day dream, dream about what you would like to happen.For me, that changes from time to time, depending on what I have seen on any given day, but it never stops me from dreaming.My current desire is a simple one in thought, but not one I can see happening too soon, however, I continue to dream."I'm online looking through the different profiles and an adult dating site, and I come across a photo.