I didn't used to smoke. For some reasonI...she...whatever..had bought some cigarettes during that secondtime. She had kept smoking the whole nine da...s. Now, I feltcompelled to sneak a cigarette. It was another powerful way that shecontinued to make me think of her. But I felt that it wasn't me whowas addicted to smoking. It was her. It was another way that Istarted to feel 'her' inhabiting me.It had only been two months when a chance came up on a long project. Immediately I decided it was. "Not like that," she said. "We'll go to the sperm bank and find somebody with good genes. And he'll come here. And you'll stay with me when he...does it." No way," Tom replied. "It has to be like that," she told him. "Don't you see? While he's inside me you'll be holding me and kissing me. He'll donate the sperm but to make a baby you need love too. I need you to be loving me wile he's fucking me." "But a threesome..." he said. She smiled at him in a special way, a way that melted his thoughts,. She fucked me with the strap-on daily and we stopped having a normal relationship, i didn't even get to put my dick inside her anymore. She openly admitted fucking others guys and felt no shame in it. SHe said : "It's supposed to be like this" I knew that this wasn't the love of my life but the sex-life we had was one of the best i'd ever had. I'd loved being showered on and forced to put my tongue up her asshole.During a weekend she decided she got bored with all the things we did and was. “Lesbian?” giggled Kelly then went on “wondering if I was going to lick your pussy as you lick mine.” Suzi blushed bright red as Kelly laughed and went on, “looking at your face not sure you would say no but rest assured I still love cock.” Kelly always had a way of saying things that would shock Suzi in a delightful way. Suzi’s posh private education had not prepared for the more down to earth working class lass who married well but despite their differences they enjoyed each other’s.