I wasn't planning to marry her or to have children with her. It was just sex and it fit in my mission statement for my new life. It made me happy and ...idn't hurt anyone. I did break the rule I set for myself about sleeping with married women without their husband's permission but I think I will say sorry to myself and try not to let it happen again.We went to sleep and I held mom all night. I did feel her rubbing her pussy on my cock when I woke up the next morning. I did not want to shun her. Right after his morning lessons his Mom had told him to go out for his ‘recess’. Home schooling wasn’t so had, but he did get awfully bored without other kids around. Generally his ‘recess’ periods were spent torturing the neighbors’ dogs, running through the woods out back, throwing rocks at birds and other innocent activities of the young. At first he had tried to star the hole on the edge of the woods, where Mom was less likely to notice it right off. It took her awhile, but she eventually. "Are you okay sweetie," the doctor says while staring at me. "You looklike you are in deep thought."I look up at Dr. Hendrix and smile. "Ummm yea I'm as good as I can bewaking up and finding out I am a girl now." I say I am a girl aloud forthe first time as both mommy and Dr. Hendrix smile at me, but I am readyto cry but I don't want to act like the little girl I am and look likenow."You are both saying I can be anything or anyone I want to be but youare both referring to me as a 'she' or 'her'. We all agreed the worst part was not being able to find some pussy in these small towns. I finished my beer and excused myself assuring Larry and Greg that I would see them later since we were all staying there for several days.The next morning, I got up and took off for the cornfields to look at some crop damage. Just another day until it started pouring rain just around lunch time. I decided to call it a day and grabbed some lunch and went back to the hotel. It was still raining hard outside.