But my curse did not stop there. The Almighty told me before swatting me out my original home himself, that If I loved mortals more than him, the firs... and only child I would bear with my forbidden body, would be accompanied by the pain of a hundred birthing women. I am immortal and cannot die, but when I gave birth to you, I would have preferred death over life. And my curse still did not stop there, father told me I would desire the same sex just as much as the opposite, it would be. I’d have to get it planned without Kara knowing about it. It was a bit late, but I’d ask Stephanie to arrange a Boxing Day party where Kara and I would let all of our friends know about our engagement. When Kara and I got back to the Spencers’, I excused myself to call Stephanie and asked her to set it up, then Kara and I went to bed.On Wednesday, after I dropped Kara at work, I drove to the Kenwood Mall to get an additional gift for Stephanie, one that I’d give her in private, after our family. This whole trip and she hadn’t needed her ‘barf bag’, and all things considered, they managed it just fine. He taxied over to the general parking area, but it meant that he had to be at pretty much the far end of it from the terminal. And that meant a long walk. He shut the engines off and set a lot of switches again in what looked to Emmy to be the reverse for what he’d done back in Dodge City. After that, he got up and led her back. He opened the other trunk and handed her a bright yellow. I click on the reply button and start to type. my words pour out without even thinking about it. *****Sir,I honestly did not expect to hear back from you, though I was hoping I would and was waiting anxiously. To be honest you wouldn't have found me even if you were looking for me. I disappeared from home shortly after that message, I went sort of MIA. I had joined the carnival and was traveling the US with them for a while and let myself go. I wanted nothing to do with anything from my past or.