” My cousin and I smile at each other, and we know there is a strong possibility the night is about to change fast for the better. I know how he thi...ks and his next chess move changes the whole mood for the night. With Shawn you always have to expect the unexpected. Its Keri’s turn: Shawn: “Truth or Dare?” Keri: “Dare” Shawn: “I dare you to kiss Wes.” Keri: “What did you just say?” Me: “Yeah, what did you just say?” Shawn: “You heard what I said. It’s just a game right? Ya’ll are acting all. "Since you lost the bet, you have to do anything and anyone I ask right?" I guess so, why? What have you got planned?" She shot back, starting to worry about what I had arranged."Its nothing to worry about, its just a guy, he's in good shape and all you have to do is let him shag you" I told her.I called Josh in and Sarah's face dropped, mouth agape. Josh was one of Sarah's friends ex boyfriends and she hated him! Josh had dated Sarah's friend about a year prior and had cheated on her a number. We had Japanese and it was more authentic than what North Americans ate. There was less meat and more vegetables. Mom was proud of me when I was able to order some of the dishes in Japanese and I don't think she gave it much thought after. Everybody ate but a few found that some dishes would not be their favourite food. Japan was important to me and I was trying to improve my grasp of this difficult language.It was getting dark and we went back to the motor home. In ten minutes the interior had. “That medicine was really messing with my mind mom.” I said.“I’m sorry,” she said and I knew she felt guilty for agreeing for me to take the medicine.“Mom, I wanted it too. It. . . it just made me not care about anything or anyone.”She nodded struggling not to cry loud and just hugged me. “I’m sorry I let you down,” she said. “You didn’t let me down mom. I let myself down.”She held me tight and stroked my hair and rocked with me and I felt horribly guilty for what I was doing to practically.